Christmas Music

“A Season to Remember”
for Miriam*

Some wounds,
old wounds,
with their ragged edges,
with their hardened skin,
never fully heal.

We sat in the dimmed living room,
lights twinkling on the tree,
listening to Christmas music,
and she said,

“My mother loved this time of year.”
I caught a glimpse
of her mother’s face,
saw the flame of the scented candle
reflected in the lens of her eyeglasses.
Her mother took care of me,
after I was fully grown
and already a mother.

Some wounds,
never fully healed,
I daub at its soft center,
applying gentle pressure,
collecting the droplets of blood
with a damp napkin.

Santa looks up at me
from my dessert plate,
and winks.

I love this time of year.
The car radio is tuned
to the Christmas music station,
as I drive to the supermarket.
I walk the aisles humming Christmas music.
I carefully check my groceries for Kosher certification,
before loading them into the cart.

“I once wrote about how much I love
Christmas music,”
I tell her.

“I remember that blog post,” she replies.
Temporarily silenced by my memories,
by her loss,
I fail to say,
“I remember your mother.”

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*Thanks to Miriam for reminding me that I’d written this poem (in December 2012), which originally appeared on the Tiferet website.


Book Giveaway: The Fool Returns

Congratulations to Jan R. of Atlanta, GA! Jan won a copy of The Fool Returns in the Hanukkah Book Giveaway. Thanks to everyone who participated.

I could telthe fool returnsl you the story of how I met Tom Block—author whose eclectic body of work defies classification, playwright and visual artist—but I would rather tell you about his latest book and first novel, The Fool Returns. Like the story of how we met, this story winds its way across continents and collects an unusual cast of characters in its path. Bill, the book’s hero, travels through time, as well, in a quest to discover his family’s connection to a centuries-old mystery. Tom’s creativity bursts through on every page, in his detailed descriptions of people and places that Bill encounters as he approaches his final destination. You will want to follow Bill’s every step along the journey; that’s all I will tell you about the book, because I do not want to risk divulging any secrets.

Order additional copies of The Fool Returns (available from Amazon): it’s a great gift!


Why I Turned off the Television

eyesDid you watch the video of Eric Garner’s death? Do you want to know why wish I hadn’t?

Visit the Rabbis Without Borders blog on to join the conversation and to read words of wisdom posted by my RWB colleagues.

Do My Eyes Deceive Me? I prefer to get my news by listening to public radio….Because I’m sensitive, I try to avoid graphic pictures and videos on television and social media; when I do see a disturbing image, it tends to get stuck in my mind. Read more →